All mothers are made of STEEL for one purpose only

Terjaga jam 2.30pagi dan terasa macam A'aesyah macam mengigau. I dont remember dia jatuh sakit sampai macam ni.

So pagi tu 9.30 rush pergi ke PPUM but DH kena hantar document kat one of his bosses near an engineering firm dekat dgn menara axis. Seriously I memang pissed off tahap gaban. Anak tengah sakit tetiba DH yang assistant manager ni nak kena jadi Dispatch plak.

Minta tolong kat workmate dia, boleh bagi macam2 alasan, sedangkan DH dah selalu sangat cover his ass. Seriously, if ikutkan hati, I would have dial his no. lepas tu maki hamun cukup2. Sangat SELFISH.

So we only got to PPUM around 11.30am. Pergi pediatrik emergency but I think diaorang tengok maybe A'aesyah macam tak serious je, dia suruh ke RUKA (Rawatan Unit Kesihatan Awam - I think that's what it stands for) or dalam erti kata lain Outpatient.

The highlight of the day was when kena ambik darah. OMG, sedangkan I yg selalu kuar masuk wad ni pun rasa SAKIT bila orang ambik, inikan cik puan kecik kita.

Disebabkan she was so tired from all the crying, she feel asleep and that nurse yang ambik darah tadi was kind enough to let us guna bilik rawatan and one of the beds for her to nap kejap.

Naturally I had to be strong. I have 2 girls and it would be unfair kalau sorang shaja dapat highlight of the day.

So balik, I terus process apa yang patut untuk iftar feast Aliya. Dah la I had to put a panik button on my family - my brother had to dismiss an important meeting so that he can fetch Aliya instead and Aliya walked home from school. Entah berapa lama dia duduk depan gate rumah tu. OOOO my heart sinks everytime I think about it. So now, kena buat kunci spare for her. I know its dangerous for her to be walking like that but I mintak doa banyak2 may Allah SWT protect my children.

I manage to buat laksa johor and the laici/longan jelly utk Aliya. Dia tambah makan for both - alhamdulillah. Worth my effort.

Then out of the ordinary, A'aesyah purging like crazy sampai meleleh-leleh kena bedsheet, sarung bantal, selimut, comforter...

Nearly 4 times I had to change her and at the 4 time up to a point when I had time to sit down and pakaikan pampers Syasya (for the God knows how many times sebab dia purging every 1 hour) did I notice how tired I am...and then I broke down real hard sampai Syasya pun tak jadi nak ngangis panjang.

Harapnya today is better than yesterday :(