What is the point of "having a connection" when you dont.
The reason I'm doing it is simple.
- I'm constantly disturb by photos they put up of gatherings or birthdays and I am not there. It tells me, "hey we are having fun without you".
So what is the point.
Its sad when I think about it. These are the people who came after me at the previous office, whom I have helped out during their training, whom I have made into "sisters" and not just friends, whom I deeply adore and sad enough they do not feel the same about me. I AM INVISIBLE to them.
I doubt they even hop into my blog as well...SO WHY BOTHER??????
Why am I emotional?
Because its like trying to get rid of your own flesh and blood. But if they were...they wont put me through hell like this.
SO there. Done. Deleted.